one drop folllowed by the rest

 

 

facing thru another day to live without you ....

its hard ... but i have to move forward ... past is the past ... i can not live in the past to reach my future ... i wish it is easy to go thru , as easy as I writing it on a paper .. or sharing it with friends .... 

i am loosing my faith ... at this stage i only can pretend everything ok, and hoping that one day I can reach my happiness that i have dream of .... even it wont be "us" ... i am sure that we will have a great happiness in our own ways ... let me pray for you and hope you will pray for mine too ... 

I love you .. and you will always be in my heart ... it will be the last time i am saying it loud, as now we walk by our own ... 

bye B .... always be the best dad for the kids ......

All at once

All at once
I finally took a moment.
And I'm realizing that.
You're not coming back.
And it's finally hit me all at once.
All at once I've started counting teardrops.
And at least a million fell.
My eyes began to swell.
And all my dreams were shattered all at once.
Ever since I met you.
You're the only love I've known.
And I can't forget you.
Though I must face it all alone.

Chorus:

All at once I'm drifting on a lonely sea.
Wishing you'd come back to me.
And that's all that matters now.
All at once I'm drifting on a lonely sea.
Holding on to memories.
And it's hurt me more than you know.
So much more than it shows.
All at once.

I looked around and found that you were.
With another love.
In someone else's arms.
And all my dreams were shattered all at once.
All at once the smile that used to greet me.
Brightened someone else's day.
She took your smile away.
And left me with just memories all at once.

Ever since I met you.
You're the only love I've known.
And I can't forget you.
Though I must face it all alone.

twenty ninth ....

happy 29th birthday .....

celebrating "accidentally" with colleague

You never know the time will pass so fast without you realized …

I have enjoying this fantastic world for 29 years … trying to enjoying every single seconds that has been given to me … facing the up and down conditions that been thru … and as my 1^st step in my new age … I’m going to share what I can share with friends all over the world …

Happy 29^th … and hoping to have a blast year ahead …..